Tough times are upon me. Some people think shit is always hard for me. Not really. Usually things are pretty good. I'm a happy person. I'm low maintenance, don't need a lot to be happy. I think I handle stress pretty well. I don't know.
Financially, I need to figure things out. Okay, so I shouldn't have spent money at the jewelry party. That's okay though, I don't regret it. I need stuff for me. Without the occasional splurge on myself, I would go crazy. By occasion splurge, I really mean occasional. Not every month or even every three. How about every six months I will buy something nice for myself, like a new outfit for work, or jewelry - I'm so excited!!! I can't wait to get it and wear it! And the party will be fun. I had a great time just hanging out with you guys at the apartment. Sorry about the bar, I'm not very fun there. It gets boring quick when you don't drink. I still had a good time chatting though.
Anyway, emotionally/mentally, I'm drained. I'm in the mode where I will snap on anyone right now if they ask me for anything. I mean anything. All I hear between the kids and L. is 'I need... ', 'I want...', 'You need to give me...' Aargh. If I hear that anymore someone will be sorry.
It would be nice to hear instead, 'I know Mom.' 'Ok Mom.' 'Thanks Jamie' from (L.). 'Why don't I take the kids to my house so you can take some time to relax and do what you want?'
'How was your day?' 'How are you?' You know stuff like that. Never happens. As soon as I talk to or hear from the kids or Larry, demands start to fly. Of course I don't take it too well and all three of them get some lip about it from me. I don't want to be like that though. I don't like my sharp tounge sometimes. I really feel bad when the day is over. I love my kids but right now I'm not 'liking' them much. I feel a shift coming on. There will be 2 temporarily unhappy children in my household if they don't heed the warning and KNOCK IT OFF!!!
Anyway, other than that life is great. Job = great. Sleep = great. Music = great. Good friends = great.
Later.
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Argh! I hope you didn't spend too much, but when you have your party, you will get some more cool stuff! I was glad to go home early and glad you were willing to drive me there, I was so wiped out.
And I hope the children can figure out how to fly right and avoid the Wrath of Mommy!
Did the kids go trick or treating?
No problem driving you home. I really had a great time. I did spend too much but it's only money. I forgot about the money tree in my back yard. I'll pick some twenties tomorrow. Oh I wish.
The kids went trick or freezing, I mean treating. kah ray zeeeeeee! They had fun and surprisingly didn't want to continue very long. I see the light at the end of the tunnel as far as the kids not trick or treating much longer. I'm not a Halloween fan when I have to freeze my ass off.
Did you go to that Halloween party? How was the rest of your weekend?
I didn't go out on Saturday night, I had to work during the day and I was so wiped out.
If you need help with the party let me know.
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