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Same old shit different day.

I wasn't invited to a "party" thingy they had at work. I'm offended cause I talk to those customers on a regular basis and I thought I should be invited. Either they forgot or they don't like the way I look so they don't want me to meet them face to face. The latter is what I'm thinking but ya never know. It could be an oversight I guess. I mean someone's gotta stay behind and do all the work...right? Even more upsetting is the fact of who I think the 'invitor' is. That would crush me if it was intentional from this person. I'm not even sure if he's the invitor.

I really am over it now but I was pretty upset over it last week. Now, actually, I'm glad I didn't get to go. What a stressful day and night - schmoozing with the customers - most of whom are older, not the most attractive men (I'm assuming of course). I don't drink anymore so it would have been pretty boring anyway.

My kids are doing well in school. Never underestimate your children. They may shock you. We had confrences and they are both improving greatly. I'm very proud of them and I tell them that every chance I get. I want them to know that that's the path to take. I want them to get excited about doing well instead of frustrated by not doing well.

Be proud of what you can do, of who you are - not ashamed of what you can't or who your not.
(I just made that up - swear) (Do you think it's already a "quote")?

Anyway,
lesson for today:
Go to bed, stay in bed.
And the "quote" above.