Well since it's that time of year, I'm in a very giving mood. I wish I had the means to ease someone else's financial burden. It's strange how that works. I barely have a pot to piss in and I have this tremendous urge to give. I know it's a result of empathy, actually puting yourself in someone else's shoes. Shit we share those shoes.
I guess I've never been ultra greedy. I've had moments but in the end I really don't want handouts. I usually try to give something in return for good deeds done in my interest. I don't know how to explain it. It's not just in relation to money either. Sometimes I hear stories about children being hurt, abused, abandoned and I just get that motherly urge to go kick that sunnabitches ass-or to give the kid (s) a hug and tell them they don't deserve that.
Then I get all teary eyed and start thinking about my own kids. Do they know, do they feel, that I love them? Do they really know how much I do? If that were my child.... God, how can people do some of the stuff they do to other people? I'm so sick of hearing about the fricken creeps in the world. Seriously, all child molesters and murderers should be fucking shot, after being castrated with no fucking pain medication. Fuck this lethal injection shit. I say torture those bastards.
Anyway enough ranting, I just get so angry when I think about all the kids out there right now that are suffering. I know I don't have a lot, but damn, I got love in my heart for my family and friends. If I were to die right now, I would be at peace with my life and how it played out. No regrets. Yes, corny, I know.
Hope everyone has a nice Christmas and New Year. And if you don't celebrate these holidays, well, too damn bad, Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!! anyway. There take that.
About Me
- shorty
- A life fulfilled, great childhood, the opportunity to f*#* up and the pleasure of doing so. Making up, breaking up. Living and loving. That's all I've got.
4 comments:
Hey, lady! I hope you have a lovely Christmas. Talk to you soon! The party was fun, so cool to see you. And your kids are very sweet.
yes, there are bastards in the world, and unfortunatly there is nothing that we can do to change that, all we can do is be there for kids who need us, and being there for parents who truly do give all they can for their kids. try to give a helping hand when you can, and give props to the good parents out there cuz it's a damn hard job.
i feel better knowing that there are parents out there like you and whackly-attentive, considerate, teaching parents.
whether it's obvious or not, you guys are making strides for kids everywhere. you are showing us non-parents how to do a good job if we get that chance.
so cheers to good people! merry christmas right back at cha. and for some hope into the new year, you all make a difference. (now, how's that for cheesy?!) oh well. :)
LOL... whackly as a good parent. OMG. So wrong. Granted, I don't molest or abuse my kid, but I don't think that's good parenting. We'll know how good a parent I am when he's a teenager. Everything up until age 13 is just stretching excercizes before the main event.
I totally disagree about castrating and killing people, though. Incarcerate, yes. Rehibilitate, maybe - if it's appropriate. Torture or kill? No. Every time violence is used for justice the world gets worse.
Oh yeah, the main event after 13, I'm gonna have to agree. At that point we see where all our hard work has gone. Either we'll be proud or disappointed. I guess I just want my kids to be happy. If they're not doctors, that's okay. As long as they don't turn into alcoholic/drug addicts who mooch off others, I'll be proud of my job. Lets face it, they have the alcoholic/drug addict tendency in them - Me=alcoholic, Larry=alcoholic/drug addict/freeloader. They have some mountains to climb and they aren't even close to being grown yet. Damn.
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